Gini..gini..
Mungkin udah jadi dasar sifat orang..
Minta dikritik, tapi pas dikasih kritikan malah marah...
Iya gak sih?
Sikap orang itu memang beda dalam nanggepin tiap kritikan...
Tapi kayaknya percuma aja kalo dia minta saran dan kritik tapi dia sendiri gak berubah...
Jadi cuma minta kritik aja, tanpa do something untuk sebuah perubahan...
Parahnya..dia marah dan bersikeras bahwa dia tidak seperti itu..
Hellooo???? c'mon.....u ask....i give an answer..and mad....
Mungkin gak sih, di dunia ini, ada orang yang bener - bener mau ngedenger segala sesuatunya bukan dari sisi cara pandang dirinya (read: out of the box)...
Ngerasa ditampar? hhmm..well, sorry..tapi memang itu kenyataannya...
Ujung - ujungnya langsung cari pembenaran..(baca: ngadu atau curhat sama orang laen)
ow ow ow...tapi beginilah manusia..
hhhmmm...mungkin, gw juga akan melakukan hal yang sama....
Tapi yang jelas gw bukan PENIPU bagi orang lain atau MENIPU diri sendiri.
Gw gak akan MENIPU diri sendiri kalo gua juga punya sifat buruk yang selalu dikritik sama orang lain, sama pacar gw, bahkan sama orang tua gw sendiri..at least...gw menyadari dan sadar dan mau berubah (walau suka agak sedikit marah) bukannya marah dan mengatakan hal negatif sampe bikin persepsi orang jadi berubah total sama kita.
Sabtu, 27 Juni 2009
Minggu, 21 Juni 2009
Kita Punya Tanggal Juga
Last night he proposed me, and i accepted him...
It wasn't a romantic moment at all
But i still cried ;p
Gw berasa di film-film getoh, deh hahaha
minus bersujud sambil memegang cincin dan bilang "will u marry me"??? or romantic candle light dinner with sweet love songs background music or surprise - surprise seperti nyimpen cincin di kue yg lagi gw makan, and so on..so on....hahahhahahaha
No..no..no..
Ceritanya kita baru aja selesai jalan2 ke BSM, dan pas jalan kaki menuju tempat parkiran..kita masih ngobrol biasa aja sambil bercanda - bercanda like usually...
And FYI, last night-nya kita baru aja bertengkar gara2 gw ngerasa kita berdua punya banyak perbedaan. we're totaly different. beda, beda, bedaaaa bangeeeet. apa yang gua mau beda banget sama dia, begitu pula dia...gw ngerasa sejak kita putus last year dan jadian lagi, semua terasa berbeda...bahkan saat kita bertengkar kemaren gw sempet bilang sama dia kalau "i think, i'm not happy with you"...He cried and gak tidur semaleman (he told me the day after..huuuu jadi ngerasa bersalah banget gw..so sory, babe...). tapi gw memang ngerasain hal ini, sejak awal kita jadian lagi..ini adalah ungkapan hati yang lama terpendam dan baru keluar saking gak tahannya. I know i shouldn't say that.
well..then..we had a conversation...dia bilang kalau perbedaan kita berdua ini malah membuat segalanya jadi baik dan akan saling melengkapi. Dia ngerasa bahwa sejak kita jadian lagi, hubungan ini menjadi semakin baik (koq gua gak ngerasa yah? apa gua bego?hehehehe i don't know), yang jelas malam itu dia ber-orasi bahwa perbedaan antara kita berdua yang beda banget ini bukan akan jadi bumerang buat hubungan kita nantinya, justru bakal bikin hidup kita berdua komplit nantinya dalam menjalani hari - hari ke depan. akhirnya gua setuju dan dia memang terkenal jagoan dalam meyakinkan orang hehehehehe i think, if he's trying to be a consultant, he's going to be a great consultant ever hehehehehehehe after all he's right, so..i decided to get through this and.....let's face this together.....
Okay..let's go back to the proposed story....
Sampe dimana yah tadi?? hhmmm...gw lupa deh hehehhe
oh ya...
sampe di mobil....dia tiba2 ngeluarin kotak cincin dan membukanya
gw kaget dan langsung menangis terharu... ;p
dan yang bikin gw aneh sekaligus salut sama tuh orang, dia selalu memberikan kejutan yang tidak disangka dan tak terduga.
yang bikin segudang pertanyaan dalam pikiran gua, kenapa dia bisa2nya ngasih cincin itu di tempat gelap, yang bikin gua gak bisa liat langsung cincinnya hahhahahha secara kita parkir bukan di basement BSM tapi di outdoor yang minim lampu. dan kenapa dia ngasih-nya di tempat parkir..arghh.....well..that's him....tidak disangka dan tak terduga hahahahahah
But...the diamond ring that he gave to me..it's sooo..beautiful...
even cuma di tempat parkir yang gak layak dan gelap serta gua yang gak bisa liat cincin-nya (yang jelas keliatan cuma kotaknya aja yg warnanya merah genjreng), tapi moment-nya emang pas banget, sampe bikin gw nangis terharu hehehehehe and he said.."mau jadi istri gw"? hahhahahhhaha lucu.............
Dan yang pasti..akhirnya kita punya tanggal juga...(you know that we never have a date...we never know when we're become a couple).
20 June 2009....Unforgetable moment in my life....
Thanx, babe.....let's make this better than before....
It wasn't a romantic moment at all
But i still cried ;p
Gw berasa di film-film getoh, deh hahaha
minus bersujud sambil memegang cincin dan bilang "will u marry me"??? or romantic candle light dinner with sweet love songs background music or surprise - surprise seperti nyimpen cincin di kue yg lagi gw makan, and so on..so on....hahahhahahaha
No..no..no..
Ceritanya kita baru aja selesai jalan2 ke BSM, dan pas jalan kaki menuju tempat parkiran..kita masih ngobrol biasa aja sambil bercanda - bercanda like usually...
And FYI, last night-nya kita baru aja bertengkar gara2 gw ngerasa kita berdua punya banyak perbedaan. we're totaly different. beda, beda, bedaaaa bangeeeet. apa yang gua mau beda banget sama dia, begitu pula dia...gw ngerasa sejak kita putus last year dan jadian lagi, semua terasa berbeda...bahkan saat kita bertengkar kemaren gw sempet bilang sama dia kalau "i think, i'm not happy with you"...He cried and gak tidur semaleman (he told me the day after..huuuu jadi ngerasa bersalah banget gw..so sory, babe...). tapi gw memang ngerasain hal ini, sejak awal kita jadian lagi..ini adalah ungkapan hati yang lama terpendam dan baru keluar saking gak tahannya. I know i shouldn't say that.
well..then..we had a conversation...dia bilang kalau perbedaan kita berdua ini malah membuat segalanya jadi baik dan akan saling melengkapi. Dia ngerasa bahwa sejak kita jadian lagi, hubungan ini menjadi semakin baik (koq gua gak ngerasa yah? apa gua bego?hehehehe i don't know), yang jelas malam itu dia ber-orasi bahwa perbedaan antara kita berdua yang beda banget ini bukan akan jadi bumerang buat hubungan kita nantinya, justru bakal bikin hidup kita berdua komplit nantinya dalam menjalani hari - hari ke depan. akhirnya gua setuju dan dia memang terkenal jagoan dalam meyakinkan orang hehehehehe i think, if he's trying to be a consultant, he's going to be a great consultant ever hehehehehehehe after all he's right, so..i decided to get through this and.....let's face this together.....
Okay..let's go back to the proposed story....
Sampe dimana yah tadi?? hhmmm...gw lupa deh hehehhe
oh ya...
sampe di mobil....dia tiba2 ngeluarin kotak cincin dan membukanya
gw kaget dan langsung menangis terharu... ;p
dan yang bikin gw aneh sekaligus salut sama tuh orang, dia selalu memberikan kejutan yang tidak disangka dan tak terduga.
yang bikin segudang pertanyaan dalam pikiran gua, kenapa dia bisa2nya ngasih cincin itu di tempat gelap, yang bikin gua gak bisa liat langsung cincinnya hahhahahha secara kita parkir bukan di basement BSM tapi di outdoor yang minim lampu. dan kenapa dia ngasih-nya di tempat parkir..arghh.....well..that's him....tidak disangka dan tak terduga hahahahahah
But...the diamond ring that he gave to me..it's sooo..beautiful...
even cuma di tempat parkir yang gak layak dan gelap serta gua yang gak bisa liat cincin-nya (yang jelas keliatan cuma kotaknya aja yg warnanya merah genjreng), tapi moment-nya emang pas banget, sampe bikin gw nangis terharu hehehehehe and he said.."mau jadi istri gw"? hahhahahhhaha lucu.............
Dan yang pasti..akhirnya kita punya tanggal juga...(you know that we never have a date...we never know when we're become a couple).
20 June 2009....Unforgetable moment in my life....
Thanx, babe.....let's make this better than before....
Kamis, 18 Juni 2009
I felt that you left me...
I almost kill my self...
Almost...
But i still keep this fingers on my keyboard...
It means,i'm not yet kill my self...
not yet...
I cried...
Waiting for you...
Wish you were here when i open my eyes...
I cried..
Missing u
Wish you were here next to me...hug me...
Kiss me...touch me...with your love...
I almost kill my self...
Almost...
But i still keep this fingers on my keyboard...
It means,i'm not yet kill my self...
not yet...
I cried...
Waiting for you...
Wish you were here when i open my eyes...
I cried..
Missing u
Wish you were here next to me...hug me...
Kiss me...touch me...with your love...
Selasa, 16 Juni 2009
That Night...
When the sun goes down...
Thats the time when i'm missing u most...
When the sun goes up..
Thats the most time i'm waiting for..
Coz it's time for me to see u'r smile.
But...no matter what time is..
i can feel that u'r heart are close to mine..
it's like hold me, hug me, warm...
So...lovely..
Thats the time when i'm missing u most...
When the sun goes up..
Thats the most time i'm waiting for..
Coz it's time for me to see u'r smile.
But...no matter what time is..
i can feel that u'r heart are close to mine..
it's like hold me, hug me, warm...
So...lovely..
Minggu, 14 Juni 2009
Panas...sakit kepala...
Hoam..nyem..nyem..
ngantuk..
hari ini panassss banget...
tapi kepala pusing...
kayaknya gara - gara kurang tidur..
tidur ahh....
tapi pas ngeliat ke meja sebelah kasur...
ada buku nama - nama bayi...
langsung gak bisa tidur dan tambah sakit kepala ...
jedut...jedut..jedut...
zzzzzzzz........
baca sinopsis cerita yang (katanya) dibikin sama penulis ber-pengalaman
(tapi gak mungkin se-kaliber Dan Brown)
first impression: cerita yanggg....argh...no comment-lah...
(kalo niat mah hayang ngadu-keun jeung carita jieunan urang) hehehe
cuman gua kalah niat euy sama si "penulis ber-pengelaman"
jadi carita na si Cun Cun teh nanaonan nya??
Mending ceritanya diganti jadi:
one day..
there's a bunny and a turtle..
there are walk together in a jungle called Green Red Jungle
Mr. Bunny and Mr. Turtle talked very seriously
Hhhmm...let's wonder what they are talking about...
Mr. Bunny look very sad, but Mr. Turtle look so happy...
Thats weird....
come on..let's get closer and listen to them...
..................
"ow..Turtle..i'm very sad...last month a man catched my mom and my dad..he killed my parents and turn them into a steak....bhubhubhubhu" said Bunny cried.
"i'm very sorry to hear that Bunny...maybe it was meant to be..don't be sad...hahahahaha" said Turtle laugh.
"And you know what? last week the same man catched my sister and my brother...he did the same thing to them just like he did to my parents...bhubhubhubhu" said Bunny cried.
"ow..ow...ow...don't be sad....everythings gonna be okay even you've lost your families..hahahha" said Turtle and laugh again.
"Turtle..i'm sad and telling you a bad story. but you're laughing at me!!!"
"well...it's.....because.........
(jreng jreng) (shock sfx.)
"huahaahahahhahaha" (Gasp....) (oh my..it's unpredictable..Mr. Turtle was the man who killed Mr. Bunny's families..Oh My God?? How come? He's wearing a mask....ow ow ow ow ow.......the man catch Mr. Bunny's ears...and take him to the valley...get into his stinky shake....the man also know as Cun Cun a man with a "golden" teeth..dirty, cruel, and animal hater....
That's the end of Mr. Bunny lifes
hahahahah karunya ah si Cun Cun dijadiin pemburu hahaha maaf maaf kepada pencipta karakter si Cun Cun...hanya ingin menulis saja, gak ada kerjaan nie and..sorry to my bozz also hehehe peace (angkat 2 jari telunjuk ama manis)......
ngantuk..
hari ini panassss banget...
tapi kepala pusing...
kayaknya gara - gara kurang tidur..
tidur ahh....
tapi pas ngeliat ke meja sebelah kasur...
ada buku nama - nama bayi...
langsung gak bisa tidur dan tambah sakit kepala ...
jedut...jedut..jedut...
zzzzzzzz........
baca sinopsis cerita yang (katanya) dibikin sama penulis ber-pengalaman
(tapi gak mungkin se-kaliber Dan Brown)
first impression: cerita yanggg....argh...no comment-lah...
(kalo niat mah hayang ngadu-keun jeung carita jieunan urang) hehehe
cuman gua kalah niat euy sama si "penulis ber-pengelaman"
jadi carita na si Cun Cun teh nanaonan nya??
Mending ceritanya diganti jadi:
one day..
there's a bunny and a turtle..
there are walk together in a jungle called Green Red Jungle
Mr. Bunny and Mr. Turtle talked very seriously
Hhhmm...let's wonder what they are talking about...
Mr. Bunny look very sad, but Mr. Turtle look so happy...
Thats weird....
come on..let's get closer and listen to them...
..................
"ow..Turtle..i'm very sad...last month a man catched my mom and my dad..he killed my parents and turn them into a steak....bhubhubhubhu" said Bunny cried.
"i'm very sorry to hear that Bunny...maybe it was meant to be..don't be sad...hahahahaha" said Turtle laugh.
"And you know what? last week the same man catched my sister and my brother...he did the same thing to them just like he did to my parents...bhubhubhubhu" said Bunny cried.
"ow..ow...ow...don't be sad....everythings gonna be okay even you've lost your families..hahahha" said Turtle and laugh again.
"Turtle..i'm sad and telling you a bad story. but you're laughing at me!!!"
"well...it's.....because.........
(jreng jreng) (shock sfx.)
"huahaahahahhahaha" (Gasp....) (oh my..it's unpredictable..Mr. Turtle was the man who killed Mr. Bunny's families..Oh My God?? How come? He's wearing a mask....ow ow ow ow ow.......the man catch Mr. Bunny's ears...and take him to the valley...get into his stinky shake....the man also know as Cun Cun a man with a "golden" teeth..dirty, cruel, and animal hater....
That's the end of Mr. Bunny lifes
hahahahah karunya ah si Cun Cun dijadiin pemburu hahaha maaf maaf kepada pencipta karakter si Cun Cun...hanya ingin menulis saja, gak ada kerjaan nie and..sorry to my bozz also hehehe peace (angkat 2 jari telunjuk ama manis)......
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